A once-a-close-gf of mine told me that she wasn't really feeling it with her bf that she was living with.... but very soon after she married the guy..... ....then when I made a remark abt her staying wi him wasn't for luv, she dropped me like a hot iron and I wasn't even invited to the wedding..... ...hmmm... it really made me wonder, if what I said wasn't true, why would she do that?!?
If I were her, I'd have explained if I mis-understood, esp if it was a gd friend that I valued.... But, I'd have done the same and avoid seeing her, if wot she said had even a bit of truth and it made me feel bad or ashamed....
Well... I guess, people marry for right or wrong reasons...... and I sincerely hope, it's for the rite reason for her......
As for me..... I'm feeling sad to have lost a friend.... I've tried to contact her but was ignored..... Sigh..... .... may be to her, the friendship wi me wasn't real as well..... .... and may be.... to begin with, I never had a friend to lost.....
The complexity of human mind and is intriguing yet very difficult to comprehend at times....... It's just like an iceberg..... U often get to see the tip of it and feel that that's all there is to it.... simple and clear!! .....but u realise later on that what lies underneath is way beyond your imagination nor understanding......
May be next time, I shouldn't just ski on the tip of the iceberg but try to dive underwater...... Gd thing I've learnt to dive back in Van..... finally I'll get to use it...... ;)
