I've been busy.... yeah literally very busy wi farewells.... My plan for '09 has entirely changed -- for better or for worse, I dunno....
I was back in HK/Macau in Jan after my Mandarin course in BJ and was booked to go back for another half yr and come back to HK to work again... but I'm now leaving Asia for good (at least for 2 - 3 yrs). Uh huh... am heading to Van tom morning....
It feels weird... I mean leaving Asia.... I luv asia and I relate myself proudly to Asia cus it was and is my entire life... but at the end of the day, I dun think I can give up my family or the option to be with them when they need me or when I need them....
My friend sent me an e-m.... it only had one line... "R u sure?"....
Made me think a lot then.... well I replied... "No... I'm not sure... but nothing's sure in life, isn't it?? R u always sure abt your choices??"
well....honestly I'm a lil nervous and I'm really not sure abt how it's gonna be there in Van but one thing I know for sure -- I'll be BACK to Asia....
*Sigh* Already missing Asia and every lil thing in it.... :)
I was back in HK/Macau in Jan after my Mandarin course in BJ and was booked to go back for another half yr and come back to HK to work again... but I'm now leaving Asia for good (at least for 2 - 3 yrs). Uh huh... am heading to Van tom morning....
It feels weird... I mean leaving Asia.... I luv asia and I relate myself proudly to Asia cus it was and is my entire life... but at the end of the day, I dun think I can give up my family or the option to be with them when they need me or when I need them....
My friend sent me an e-m.... it only had one line... "R u sure?"....
Made me think a lot then.... well I replied... "No... I'm not sure... but nothing's sure in life, isn't it?? R u always sure abt your choices??"
well....honestly I'm a lil nervous and I'm really not sure abt how it's gonna be there in Van but one thing I know for sure -- I'll be BACK to Asia....
*Sigh* Already missing Asia and every lil thing in it.... :)
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