In memory of my old home..... where I grew up......

Got a call from mum the other day..... she's been trying to sell one of the places back in Macau.... and finally our old home got sold.... I guess we should be happy given the economy was really bad and she managed to sell it at a gd price......

She said "I feel so empty..... it's like having one of my daughters marrying off to someone...."

And now, that feeling is sinking in me as well............. It was a home that I grew up back in Macau...... the first home that my parents bought, designed, decorated, where me and my 3 sisters grew up together, where I spent my teens, where I got into lots of sh*t and troubles, where I learnt to cook, where I studied, where I always returned when I was feeling down or happy..... and we had so many birthdays, new yrs, x-mas..... *Sigh~*

It's like a place u know u can always go back and totally be urself.... I dunno why I always thought it'd always be there..... it's like u think ur parent will always be there kind of feeling..... so yeah.... I'm feeling homeless now........

I think... Macau will never be the same now...... I'm missing it terribly......

I need a Big Bear Hug today......