Just got home from a great home cooked Indian food house party..... and I think I had just a lil too much white wine...... hehe.... :)
Rite now... I'm feeling a lil buzzed.... a lil happy..... a lil down.... and a lil lost........ and as always, when I'm a lil buzzed I like pouring random stuff that's in my head onto a blank blog space....
It so funny how I'm having difficult time relaxing...... I got used to working so hard for a decade that I feel more at home working my *ss off every single minute craving and dreaming time off from everything (yeah I know, I'm sick man....) ..... but when I have just that, trying to give myself a long break is becoming more of a chore that I'm not relaxing at all..... I know I'm not making much sense.... and cuz of this..... I'm feeling a lil down and lost..... Ai.....
It's soooo funny.... I feel like I'm going thru that late teen/early 20s time where u r trying to figure things out but dun exactly know how to........ lol.... omg..... I feel sooo silly now....
Oh well.... am sure things will be better when I wake up tom..... :)
Nite nite...... ....dun let the bedbugs bite.....
1 comment:
maybe cut down on the alcohols and start some good hobbies
working is not all in life, you need something else to fill the void in life
it could be good people / friends, relationship, or god (or all of above)
and also, where do you want to be?
and with who? doing what?
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