I was glad to hear Jae's (my 3rd bro-in-law) voice bf he headed out for work.... and it sounded cheerful enuf given what he's going thru..... Anna (my 3rd sister) also sounded okay.... but mum says she's just pretending to be strong in front of Jae -- and that makes me feel really down....
Then I called the rest of the family.... they all seemed to be busy and happy -- or so it seems.... that was nice.... it sorta plugged up my spirit!! Well.... I guess Life goes on.... each to their own.....
Everything -- relationship, career, money, etc... -- seems so minute in the face of life & death.... nothing really matters u know.... it really makes u realise and prioritise what's really imp in ur life..... ... and to me, rite now... it's my family...
Rite now.... I really wish I could give all of'em a BIG HUG (esp Anna and Jae) -- the kind that u squeeze so hard that u can barely breath......

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